Feeling so absolutely weighted down by stress. Stress that I can trace back and see where exactly I can be angry. Exactly the moment it started.
Frustrated doesn’t seem to fit strongly enough for the anger and disappointment I feel. I’m trying to step over it and tonight it jumped up and tackled me to the floor. It consumed me.
I am so tired and I’m trying so hard. I wish things could just be a little bit easy. I know I’ll get through this, I’ve gotten through everything else. I’ll take in this experience only to be stronger than I was before. I know it will all work out, but for right now, I’m allowed to say this sucks.
This totally blows.