We all know that sometimes doing the right thing is harder to do. I really don’t want to be another one of those people, but that’s all that’s been coming to mind the last few days. I had to make a decision and it was extremely difficult to do. It was the right thing to do.
I can’t go into too many details about what the decision was or why it was made, but I will say that the last few days have been hard. I don’t like hurting anyone. I don’t like even suspecting I’ve hurt some strangers feelings after they’ve caught me from across the room making some face (it’s not about you, I swear!). I feel bad and I’m caught up in worry, but it was the right thing to do.
I just have to keep reminding myself (how about we all say it together now?) it was the right thing to do. I guess I’m just trying to beat that into my mind because how else do we move forward? I need it to settle in my mind. I need to really feel it. I hate feeling like a total zombie. I hate wandering around with a half clear head. I’m hoping it passes soon or gets manageable.
This feels like a total rant, but I can’t think of much else to say. I hope you all are having a good weekend!