Sometimes, I’m going to talk about depression and anxiety.
Today The past few days, I’ve been feeling pretty low. I feel like I can’t do anything. I feel like I can’t move. I’ve had major depression and general anxieties disorder for as long as I can remember so it’s something I fight every day. Sometimes, it’s harder to fight. This week, it’s been harder to fight. I feel like a sad loaf and nothing seems to get me out of feeling like that.
I know it’ll pass, but it’s so frustrating and painful having to deal with it until it passes. I keep trying to come up with solutions or little gimmicks to keep myself moving forward, but I’m in the center of the storm and that’s when it’s most difficult to tame.
Most of all, I really wanted to tell you guys what’s been going on in case you’ve been here before or you are currently in it. You are not alone. You will get through this. I will get through this. It SUCKS. It really, really, really sucks. Please don’t give up and keep going.
For now, I’m taking the evening off. Rest is best. Perhaps some comedies or some HP magic?