realness

Sometimes, I’m going to talk about depression and anxiety.

Today The past few days, I’ve been feeling pretty low. I feel like I can’t do anything. I feel like I can’t move. I’ve had major depression and general anxieties disorder for as long as I can remember so it’s something I fight every day. Sometimes, it’s harder to fight. This week, it’s been harder to fight. I feel like a sad loaf and nothing seems to get me out of feeling like that.

I know it’ll pass, but it’s so frustrating and painful having to deal with it until it passes. I keep trying to come up with solutions or little gimmicks to keep myself moving forward, but I’m in the center of the storm and that’s when it’s most difficult to tame.

Most of all, I really wanted to tell you guys what’s been going on in case you’ve been here before or you are currently in it. You are not alone. You will get through this. I will get through this. It SUCKS. It really, really, really sucks. Please don’t give up and keep going.

For now, I’m taking the evening off. Rest is best. Perhaps some comedies or some HP magic?

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6 thoughts on “realness

  1. Travis Lee says:

    Hey Alejandro. Thanks for being vulnerable in this moment you are in. But you are right it will pass…you will get through it. It is all new for me after getting a traumatic brain injury within this past year, so knowing we aren’t alone in these struggles gives me some peace along with finding ways to cope. For me it is going on walks through the forest or by the beach and take some photos then coming home to edit them along with making this blog to be a part of the mental health community awareness. I hope those comedies make you laugh and have a better night. We are always here to chat as well since I can relate! Keep fighting Alejandro!!

    • ALEJANDRO says:

      Thank you so much for commenting! I greatly appreciate it and you telling me a part of your story! Means so so much! I will definitely have to look into your blog- I like taking photos as well to ease the mind. I hope you have a lovely evening, Travis! Keep on keepin’ on ๐Ÿ™‚

  2. Kartikeya Awasthi says:

    I can relate with the depression part. It is something that gets you off the track and then it becomes so hard to find it from where you left things, the happy things!
    Cheers to the HP love \m/ โ˜บ

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