One day I’ll have it One day I’ll know it . A partner A best friend A love unconditional . Someone to cry to Someone to hold onto Someone to root for Someone to stare at in awe of . For now, I’ll go back I’ll do all of that again for myself I’ve always … Continue reading one of these days
Let’s pretend for a moment that I’m still open and free There’s no pain, no sadness, no anger Everything is easy Everything makes sense . Let’s pretend I still go to sleep every night with a smile on my face There are no tears, no aches, no doubts My eyes close with ease My heart … Continue reading let’s pretend
It ebbs and flows I feel nothing I feel everything . It’s all my fault I did something wrong I didn’t do anything It wasn’t about me . I can’t say a word I want to scream it all out I keep writing drafts They can’t go anywhere . I’m stuck where two circles collide … Continue reading process
Recently I had a birthday and with every new year, I wonder how much more adult I'll be. What will this year have in store for me? What will I improve upon? What will become easier for me? Typically around my birthday, there's a transition (other than the weather) and I'm guided in a new … Continue reading another year
Like the storms that roll through the southeast, sometimes I get a cloud of thoughts that just won't seem to go away. You hope they'll pass by quick, but sometimes they'll linger. Trying to figure out how to remain in the clear is another thing entirely. One thing that doesn't work for me is frustratingly … Continue reading turn it down
I haven't posted on here as much lately because it takes about 2 hours to be able to post from my current laptop (and it's not just this blog). I'm currently working on getting a new one so it isn't such a long, frustrating process. Thank you for your understanding!
A couple nights ago I was having some real nasty, dark thoughts and I just needed to refresh somehow and home decor is one of my facets that really helps me out of that trench. I love it, I’m inspired by it, I strongly believe that what’s in your environment is what’s basically in your head. … Continue reading switch it up